denial. shock. sad. pain. acceptance. anger. peace. repeat. repeat. repeat...

Tuesday, April 5, 2011


So this morning I woke up really early. Maybe it was because the sun was shining so bright in my room that I had to get up, or maybe it's because Jasper was using me as a playground. Whatever it was, I was up, and happy to know that the sun was out. The sun helps heal. It truly does, for me.

When I stepped foot outside my buildings front door, I see "Champagne of Beers" plastered on the side of a delivery truck. Is this a sign? I figure if I slow down and look around me, I will see signs from Scott. He introduced me to this beer at Taylor Lanes, where we spent many Friday nights. I smiled. Maybe he is subtly showing me that he's okay, or maybe I'm starting to understand that I will be okay.

Regardless of what it is, I will take all the signs I can get.


  1. this made me smile. love you, sister!

  2. your comment made me smile. I love you!

  3. He is, and you are too.

    Always sending positivity towards chi-town :D