By the power invested in me, I am fucking happy. Really happy.
It all started when I presented at IOP. It seriously changed my entire perspective from that moment. The world was clear again. I could see what was in store for me. I could see an amazing future filled with endless possibilities. I am me. And I LOVE it.
I was sitting in the grief. I couldn't get out of it. I stopped believing in myself. That has all changed. While I am sad about what happened in what we'll call the worst year ever, I think the grief aspect is lifting.
I'm moving beyond it. I am coming to terms with life. I am excited. Where will I go? How will I get there? What should I do first? It doesn't even matter because I have me back.
What a year this has been. What a difference a year can make in your mental health and stability. I am forever changed, but in a good way.
I look forward to an amazing 2012. I know I deserve it. I feel empowered by it.
I will always remember that after the rain, comes a rainbow.